Thoughts from last few days - edited
Every time I have something in mind to write I don't have time to sit and later when I have time I totally forget what I was thinking.
Anyways ..
Last few days I was downloading songs to make Cd's for Ajay. He wanted me to get Rabbi's songs and I was downloading songs from Chan Pardesi, Didar Sandhu, Chamkila, Jagmohan Kaur and Noor Jahan ... Duets of Surinder Kaur.
I love them. Awesome way of singing the Punjabi. Nothing corrupt in phonics. Or should I say 'Ucharan bahut hi Theth te desi hai'. I love it. I know ppl who know me must be damn surprised. Is this same Harpreet.
Anyways I am changed now. I am not same arrogant Harpreet. Yes I still have MY attitude. I am self confident but not in self love and proud. I am in love with my sons and proud of them. I am grown up now.
I used to be offensive if anybody would say a single word to me, of course which I wont like. NO matter he/she meant or not. I always have my own way to interpret. lol.
Now t is - Say a single thing about my kids and face the fury- lol. I am still me. I love my kids and I do anything for them I know all the parents are like it. But I have promised myself that no matter what I will always trust and believe my sons. I wont even care if what they say is wrong. I will trust them. I want them to know that MOM IS ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM. I will have my arms open for them to come back to me.
I was talking about the songs. I was thinking that why I like what I like. There are a lot of songs which I have listened in my dad's company. I love them. Then comes the folk songs me and Raman used to sing in all the Ladies Sangeets. We ruled. lol.
I have heard about Jagmohan Kaur from my cousin Billa veerji years ago, now when I listen to her songs. I love them.Then I have these memories of my childhood when we used to visit my Chote Mamaji .. and I remember listening to 'Jeona Mor' and I loved it. I still listen that and couple of others songs and I can feel myself time travelling.
My best set of time travelling is when I hear the love songs me and Ajay shared. 'Hame Tumse Pyar Kitna' or Songs from Qurbani .. Or all the Lata Mangeshkar songs which were so girly but I still surprise that Ajay used to listen coz I told him too.
These days we have this song ... Tere bin sanu sohneya nahi koi hor labhna ,jo de rooh nu sakoon, chake jo nakhra mera - I asked Ajay if he likes it coz of music or lyrics and he was - I like it coz of both and lyrics I mean it. I was so happy. These are the moments which make me smile when I am sitting alone.
I have heard all my life ( just first 20 years) that Chamkila is vulgar. I never found him vulgar. I am a lady of course. I wonder why I don't find him bad. Anyways same source said Pash isnt a good poet or Ankhi is vulgar. I never found that.
Am I a rebel or am I an original.
I am Original coz I am ME.
Now you must be wondering why my posts got so many 'me', Coz silly, its about me. My kids, my family. About things how I see them. Everybody see things their way. So bear with me. lol.
Anyways ..
Last few days I was downloading songs to make Cd's for Ajay. He wanted me to get Rabbi's songs and I was downloading songs from Chan Pardesi, Didar Sandhu, Chamkila, Jagmohan Kaur and Noor Jahan ... Duets of Surinder Kaur.
I love them. Awesome way of singing the Punjabi. Nothing corrupt in phonics. Or should I say 'Ucharan bahut hi Theth te desi hai'. I love it. I know ppl who know me must be damn surprised. Is this same Harpreet.
Anyways I am changed now. I am not same arrogant Harpreet. Yes I still have MY attitude. I am self confident but not in self love and proud. I am in love with my sons and proud of them. I am grown up now.
I used to be offensive if anybody would say a single word to me, of course which I wont like. NO matter he/she meant or not. I always have my own way to interpret. lol.
Now t is - Say a single thing about my kids and face the fury- lol. I am still me. I love my kids and I do anything for them I know all the parents are like it. But I have promised myself that no matter what I will always trust and believe my sons. I wont even care if what they say is wrong. I will trust them. I want them to know that MOM IS ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM. I will have my arms open for them to come back to me.
I was talking about the songs. I was thinking that why I like what I like. There are a lot of songs which I have listened in my dad's company. I love them. Then comes the folk songs me and Raman used to sing in all the Ladies Sangeets. We ruled. lol.
I have heard about Jagmohan Kaur from my cousin Billa veerji years ago, now when I listen to her songs. I love them.Then I have these memories of my childhood when we used to visit my Chote Mamaji .. and I remember listening to 'Jeona Mor' and I loved it. I still listen that and couple of others songs and I can feel myself time travelling.
My best set of time travelling is when I hear the love songs me and Ajay shared. 'Hame Tumse Pyar Kitna' or Songs from Qurbani .. Or all the Lata Mangeshkar songs which were so girly but I still surprise that Ajay used to listen coz I told him too.
These days we have this song ... Tere bin sanu sohneya nahi koi hor labhna ,jo de rooh nu sakoon, chake jo nakhra mera - I asked Ajay if he likes it coz of music or lyrics and he was - I like it coz of both and lyrics I mean it. I was so happy. These are the moments which make me smile when I am sitting alone.
I have heard all my life ( just first 20 years) that Chamkila is vulgar. I never found him vulgar. I am a lady of course. I wonder why I don't find him bad. Anyways same source said Pash isnt a good poet or Ankhi is vulgar. I never found that.
Am I a rebel or am I an original.
I am Original coz I am ME.
Now you must be wondering why my posts got so many 'me', Coz silly, its about me. My kids, my family. About things how I see them. Everybody see things their way. So bear with me. lol.