Mirza

Yes, Mirza. The legendry brave hero.. who dies coz of his girlfriend betrayed by breaking her arrows. Yes the same Mirza. There was a time I liked Mirza, so passionate, so energetic and someone who could do something rather than being there like an idiot. I mean Ranjha. Still dont like Ranjha.. but a mellow Ranjha is better than violent and anger problemed Mirza. Anyways, saw this movie on 6th. First day but not first show. I wanted to watch it, coz i like Gippy and the girl Mandy Takhar looks pretty. Very normal not a starved, dying to be actress girl. Good direction, good action. Rahul Dev's Punjabi was awesome. The best. Later, when Mirza wants to go and get her Sahiba, his dad says.. "Manak sahib ne keha- 365 chaliter Ranna de" Guess what.. people in the theatre were cheering. Oh and I so wanted to stand up and tell them to Shut the f UP. How much you know women. Losers. My friend who went with me - said- see thats why I dont like to watch movie on first day. Mind you, it wa sher idea for going same day, i wanted to go next day.I know - its LOL moment. and here I answered - If you think that just coz these kinda men are here and we shouldnt buy tickets, i would rather suggest if all the family people and couples buy the tickets and only a little percentage is left for such people to buy tickets, i guess they would know how to behave. The more you will be leaving your turf coz of goons, they will make you back off more and more. So much that you might have to leave all you have and walk away. (The last sentence, i just said in my head. This is what I do. I hardly fight back. I am just backing off, backing off and tired of leaving my turf. I am tired of it now. What should I do. What can I do.) I was expecting that at the end Sahiba will throw the gun to Mirza. I was expecting that the eldest brother will say - Sahiba, for you- we accept your choice and we are quitting the drug buiness. No bad business no problems with law. But it didnt happened. Again, Mirza died. I guess that is the right thing. Mirza is supposed to be dead. Mirza isnt suppose to get Sahiba. While watching the movie, all I was wishing was - my dad to be alive. Wishing to have 5 brothers, just like Sahiba. Yes, I would sacrifice any damn Mirza for my brothers. Brothers, I never had. If I would have had, they would have been standing by me, shielding me. When ever I needed them. Every time. I write what I feel and then delete it. Weird eh. I am not editing this one. really want to keep on writing right now. But the things in my head arent related to this thought i just wrote. To write all that, to share my views and thoughts, I have to be more brave.