Down the memory lane
I started writing this since yesterday. I was not able to add anything in it. Not because i didn't have anything. Just because I was wondering where to start what to wrote ... So many things in the head and so few letters in the alphabet.
I am a person who loves down the memory lane. You want to find me.. I will be somewhere in my past. Enjoying the moments i loved and lived once.Not because the present is not good, but because the past is just amazing. The past is where i am always happy. I know you might be thinking I have selective amnesia. Yes, I do. I have selective amnesia. I have kept the memories in my head and just backed them up. The ones I don't like they are still in my head but not they are somewhere in the back filing room, filed safely. Soon they will be shredded. :)
I always start from one thing and then get distracted by another like a child in a candy store.
I still remember myself in such situation, Yes, myself sitting on the counter in the Candy store in Goggy uncle's candy shop in Bathinda. It was heaven. Awesome moments. I think I have told you already that I used to be in the boarding school till grade 3. Yuckiest moments of boarding school - Drinking cod liver oil and best going to the Candy shop with Daddy. I was spoiled rotten. But still ... I mean I turned out pretty good ..eh..
We are still in the memory lane. Living in the past is fun. Just close your eyes and boom... you are in the best period of your life. It is just like time traveling. I love this Time- Travel. It is awesome. I have no interest to go and see the future but yes.. I would love to keep on going back. I am thankful to God for all the beautiful memories and my ability to re-live them just like it happened again and again and again. Only I cant change anything. It is like I am just a viewer of my own life. I still remember the day I walked inside the Vinayak School. My school after we moved from Gidderbaha to Goraya. Nice name for the movie. Isnt it. That walk from the door to Sekhri Sir's office. That was one weird feeling. From Summer Hill to Vinayak.. It was quite a transition.
For quite sometime I thought I was a very shy and quiet girl in the school in all those years. Grade 5 to 8. Now I came to know .. NO.. I wasn't. I was cheerful, leader, talkative, bright laughter. Yep. I am glad I was always like that.
I was something. Yep. Trying to answer every question asked by the teacher. I must be annoying to other kids. :) Me, Sukhjeet and Grover used to sit on one bench. Sunita and Gurpreet behind us. I think I am right. That's grade 8 I guess. Poona, Jaya,Sunita, Sukhwinder,Kulwinder,Bindu.. every name and face is right there.
How come all these memories are so fresh even after so many years.May be coz thats my favorite thing to do. Go back in the memory lane again and again and see all those faces. May be coz that was one of the best years. The best time in my life is pretty much till March 1994. Dont wanna talk anything serious right now. Lets go back to the happy side. No sad thoughts. No sad memories.Our GPS is filled with the addresses for all the happy thoughts.. Yep Hapi thoughts. I am such a narcissist.
Its all I, me and myself. I love myself. Was I always like that. I guess so. May be .. I will say Yes.. Anyways.. what exactly were we talking.
We were down the memory lane. Yes, I am in Sang Dhesian right now. My home. Or as we started calling later - Purana Ghar. After moving to new one. Yes, but that Home is filled with love and laughter. I started riding the Bajaj there. Got my very own Kinetic and learned how to drive the car. That's the same place from where we used to go to school as well. On the Tonga and later on the Van.
I always had this question in my head - Am I the only one who can remember it all. Or others can do the same. I had so many questions in my head. So many things which would come to my head. Questions, Questions and Questions and no answers. Coz If I will answer it myself then it wont be right. Then I am answering the way I want to hear it, which I would love anyways. But still you want to hear the real answer. It is fun to see if someone else remember the same situation just like you.That's exactly was in my head as well. As I already stated - I was a chicken. I wasn't just a chicken, I was stupid.
Would it be any different if I could time travel. Hmmmm .. time travel. I wish I could do that ... like time travel and change a few things. But what ... I have so many positive thoughts, wishes and so many vibes.. Its just they always just all over the horizon ... I think I have to stream line and then time travel.Gosh .. What am I talking .... All the What if's.....
Yes, bottom line is PAST is FUN. and fun isn't complete without U. Isn't that something.
This blog isn't done yet. Lots to add in it. This posting started on the date given below and I am adding off and on.
11/19/12
I am a person who loves down the memory lane. You want to find me.. I will be somewhere in my past. Enjoying the moments i loved and lived once.Not because the present is not good, but because the past is just amazing. The past is where i am always happy. I know you might be thinking I have selective amnesia. Yes, I do. I have selective amnesia. I have kept the memories in my head and just backed them up. The ones I don't like they are still in my head but not they are somewhere in the back filing room, filed safely. Soon they will be shredded. :)
I always start from one thing and then get distracted by another like a child in a candy store.
I still remember myself in such situation, Yes, myself sitting on the counter in the Candy store in Goggy uncle's candy shop in Bathinda. It was heaven. Awesome moments. I think I have told you already that I used to be in the boarding school till grade 3. Yuckiest moments of boarding school - Drinking cod liver oil and best going to the Candy shop with Daddy. I was spoiled rotten. But still ... I mean I turned out pretty good ..eh..
We are still in the memory lane. Living in the past is fun. Just close your eyes and boom... you are in the best period of your life. It is just like time traveling. I love this Time- Travel. It is awesome. I have no interest to go and see the future but yes.. I would love to keep on going back. I am thankful to God for all the beautiful memories and my ability to re-live them just like it happened again and again and again. Only I cant change anything. It is like I am just a viewer of my own life. I still remember the day I walked inside the Vinayak School. My school after we moved from Gidderbaha to Goraya. Nice name for the movie. Isnt it. That walk from the door to Sekhri Sir's office. That was one weird feeling. From Summer Hill to Vinayak.. It was quite a transition.
For quite sometime I thought I was a very shy and quiet girl in the school in all those years. Grade 5 to 8. Now I came to know .. NO.. I wasn't. I was cheerful, leader, talkative, bright laughter. Yep. I am glad I was always like that.
I was something. Yep. Trying to answer every question asked by the teacher. I must be annoying to other kids. :) Me, Sukhjeet and Grover used to sit on one bench. Sunita and Gurpreet behind us. I think I am right. That's grade 8 I guess. Poona, Jaya,Sunita, Sukhwinder,Kulwinder,Bindu.. every name and face is right there.
How come all these memories are so fresh even after so many years.May be coz thats my favorite thing to do. Go back in the memory lane again and again and see all those faces. May be coz that was one of the best years. The best time in my life is pretty much till March 1994. Dont wanna talk anything serious right now. Lets go back to the happy side. No sad thoughts. No sad memories.Our GPS is filled with the addresses for all the happy thoughts.. Yep Hapi thoughts. I am such a narcissist.
Its all I, me and myself. I love myself. Was I always like that. I guess so. May be .. I will say Yes.. Anyways.. what exactly were we talking.
We were down the memory lane. Yes, I am in Sang Dhesian right now. My home. Or as we started calling later - Purana Ghar. After moving to new one. Yes, but that Home is filled with love and laughter. I started riding the Bajaj there. Got my very own Kinetic and learned how to drive the car. That's the same place from where we used to go to school as well. On the Tonga and later on the Van.
I always had this question in my head - Am I the only one who can remember it all. Or others can do the same. I had so many questions in my head. So many things which would come to my head. Questions, Questions and Questions and no answers. Coz If I will answer it myself then it wont be right. Then I am answering the way I want to hear it, which I would love anyways. But still you want to hear the real answer. It is fun to see if someone else remember the same situation just like you.That's exactly was in my head as well. As I already stated - I was a chicken. I wasn't just a chicken, I was stupid.
Would it be any different if I could time travel. Hmmmm .. time travel. I wish I could do that ... like time travel and change a few things. But what ... I have so many positive thoughts, wishes and so many vibes.. Its just they always just all over the horizon ... I think I have to stream line and then time travel.Gosh .. What am I talking .... All the What if's.....
Yes, bottom line is PAST is FUN. and fun isn't complete without U. Isn't that something.
This blog isn't done yet. Lots to add in it. This posting started on the date given below and I am adding off and on.
11/19/12