Now

May be it is the time I have been waiting all along. The time when I am wiser, smarter,quieter, may be calmer.. I can feel myself different but life is less as well.. I am less alive at the same time.

How do we change? Why do we become who are now? Choices are right there but hands are tied and you cant pick. Life is there, are we allowed to live it?

Something in your head is screaming but you are sitting so quiet. Why?

Why do I do things the way I do?

Why there is no grey area for me?

Why it is either black or white ?

Hate or Love?

Loud or Silent?

WHY WHY WHY ...

Nothing Serious .. I am just writing exactly the thoughts coming. In last 5 minutes, this is all that came to my head.

Yesterday, I was talking to Pati - " If I can hear all your thoughts, I might end up laughing" (He is mostly thinking and talking about Economy, Politics, Society, Social Issues)

And if he can hear my thoughts - He will be so confused. - He looked at me and said - I am confused now as well.

It is definitely a LOL moment.

Am I that confusing?

Who knows?