my life

"Why do you live your life as if you don't care"

"Cuz I don't care"

"But you have to care"

"About what"

"About people,

What would they think

What would they say"

"Why"

"That's how it has to be

That's how I do it"

"That's fine ,That's your life You can do that"

"No you have to"

"No I don't have to and I never will

I have worked hard to get my freedom back I would never lose it again

My life is my life and I'm living it

Without any regrets"

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It should be pretty clear that this poem is not only a poem but an actual conversation with a person who claimed to be my friend actually not only friend but best friend, turned out that she didn't even deserve to be around me. Let alone know me. Or take advantage of the status of being my friend.  What a backstabbing, lying, conniving, evil person.  It's 2020 no toxicity remains in my life. All toxic people are getting out one by one. 

I am living my life to its fullest. It's my life, it's my decisions, it's my karma too. I own my past my present and that's how I am creating my beautiful future. I love my life.