Past few days
Now the question is what was I doing last couple of days when I wasn't writing a post.
First of all saying the post in my mind what I am gonna write, but just coz didn't get time couldn't write. I will try to recall all.
We had Rai's fifth birthday. Tried our best to do what he likes and what he wants. He got his biggoo spider man. All this year he wanted to go to ChuckE Cheese's. We had planned that we will celebrate Big 5 there. When the day arrives, he changed his mind. Tristan asked us if we are going to 'Gudwara Saieeb' when we were going to buy Spider man. Once got the gift and opened it, we continued our celebration towards Dixie Gurughar and both my kids were so thrilled when they say " Gudwara Saieeb".
I used to feel same excitement when I saw Ajay on our "restricted"(lol) dates.
That was so fun. We were both talking about what we used to love during those days.
Talking .... naaaaa . From last couple of days, I was missing having a friend.With whom I can talk my heart out. I just cant do that with anybody. To talk about the marvellous book I was reading or what I was feeling from last 2 weeks when me and Ajay had a such along fight. That was ridiculous. I know.
May be we needed some time off of each other to realize that we still love each other, that we are each others best friends and we are not just Rai and TJ's parents but we love each other that's why kids are there. hahaha
I am not having that feeling anymore that I need a friend. I had it coz I wasn't talking to Aj.
Last night we talked so much. So much.
I don't remember much but I know every time I talked about the book I read I cried and I recall Aj saying. Its good to cry sometimes. Let it go. ( we are funny)
Ye.. I read - PS I love you. This is the kinda book I will write. Just pure me.
I loved it. When I started the book I cried every time I read it. SO good.
I love it.
Then tonight I saw 'Georgia Rule' I thought it might be a romantic comedy. As it is Garry Marshall's movie. I love his Pretty woman.
Anyways. That is one movie I want some pervs to watch. Those a**h*les(Pardon my language) who screw other girl's life, so much that the victims cant even trust anyone , cant know the difference of right or wrong for long time. And of course they are( victims) are liars. Thank God good ppl came along to. Thank God.
Today me and Aj had our time during day after such a long time. When we used to have all the time in day and night we never realized that sneaking some time from kids would be that fun. It was fun. Loved it.
Love you.
I love that he has seen me evolve I am such a changed person. I used to be differnt personality. But now I am me. I love being who I am. I loved who I was 10 years ago but now it is more fun. This is life.
My life.
and I love my family. Rai is sleeping beside me in this room and today he broke couple of vases. He was too excited for his bike and he was riding very fast inside the house. When he broke them,I told him to go upstairs.He was upset and arrogant. Then I went to his room for a little mommy and puttu chat, told him that mommy was upset and she didn't want to lose her temper at you. So she send you and if such times mommy tell that please do that. He was so sad and that broke my heart.we just hugged each other.Such times TJ helps us a lot with his funny vampire teeth smile. lol. Then I read him a story and TJ came upstairs too. Thank god Rai was safe. No glass from broken vases has hurt any of my kid.
Thank God.
Thank God for giving me so many loving moments with my family. I wish and pray to be with my family always. Until I buy TJ and Rai a house near my house( lol.) when they are grown up. I am 101% sure that they wont like their GF's or wives cooking. Poor boys. lol
First of all saying the post in my mind what I am gonna write, but just coz didn't get time couldn't write. I will try to recall all.
We had Rai's fifth birthday. Tried our best to do what he likes and what he wants. He got his biggoo spider man. All this year he wanted to go to ChuckE Cheese's. We had planned that we will celebrate Big 5 there. When the day arrives, he changed his mind. Tristan asked us if we are going to 'Gudwara Saieeb' when we were going to buy Spider man. Once got the gift and opened it, we continued our celebration towards Dixie Gurughar and both my kids were so thrilled when they say " Gudwara Saieeb".
I used to feel same excitement when I saw Ajay on our "restricted"(lol) dates.
That was so fun. We were both talking about what we used to love during those days.
Talking .... naaaaa . From last couple of days, I was missing having a friend.With whom I can talk my heart out. I just cant do that with anybody. To talk about the marvellous book I was reading or what I was feeling from last 2 weeks when me and Ajay had a such along fight. That was ridiculous. I know.
May be we needed some time off of each other to realize that we still love each other, that we are each others best friends and we are not just Rai and TJ's parents but we love each other that's why kids are there. hahaha
I am not having that feeling anymore that I need a friend. I had it coz I wasn't talking to Aj.
Last night we talked so much. So much.
I don't remember much but I know every time I talked about the book I read I cried and I recall Aj saying. Its good to cry sometimes. Let it go. ( we are funny)
Ye.. I read - PS I love you. This is the kinda book I will write. Just pure me.
I loved it. When I started the book I cried every time I read it. SO good.
I love it.
Then tonight I saw 'Georgia Rule' I thought it might be a romantic comedy. As it is Garry Marshall's movie. I love his Pretty woman.
Anyways. That is one movie I want some pervs to watch. Those a**h*les(Pardon my language) who screw other girl's life, so much that the victims cant even trust anyone , cant know the difference of right or wrong for long time. And of course they are( victims) are liars. Thank God good ppl came along to. Thank God.
Today me and Aj had our time during day after such a long time. When we used to have all the time in day and night we never realized that sneaking some time from kids would be that fun. It was fun. Loved it.
Love you.
I love that he has seen me evolve I am such a changed person. I used to be differnt personality. But now I am me. I love being who I am. I loved who I was 10 years ago but now it is more fun. This is life.
My life.
and I love my family. Rai is sleeping beside me in this room and today he broke couple of vases. He was too excited for his bike and he was riding very fast inside the house. When he broke them,I told him to go upstairs.He was upset and arrogant. Then I went to his room for a little mommy and puttu chat, told him that mommy was upset and she didn't want to lose her temper at you. So she send you and if such times mommy tell that please do that. He was so sad and that broke my heart.we just hugged each other.Such times TJ helps us a lot with his funny vampire teeth smile. lol. Then I read him a story and TJ came upstairs too. Thank god Rai was safe. No glass from broken vases has hurt any of my kid.
Thank God.
Thank God for giving me so many loving moments with my family. I wish and pray to be with my family always. Until I buy TJ and Rai a house near my house( lol.) when they are grown up. I am 101% sure that they wont like their GF's or wives cooking. Poor boys. lol