Life after Narc is beautiful

I wish you had made
same effort
to keep the relationship
improve your antics
evolve
As you do to
Harrass me
Stalk me
Make Unwanted phone calls to me

If you wanted me 
that much
shouldn't you have worked on yourself
and
 not harrassed me
 not abused me
 not abused my children

Not put me through
those five cycles
of narc abuse

You had many options
You had many chances
You didn't do anything

Regret is 
and 
will be 
yours

May you get 
What you deserve

You lost the chance 
With me,
As
I am,
Once in a lifetime Woman!


( Picture from 04/13/2020- No make up and no hair products. Right after the workout and shower with my Personal trainer. My hair need a trim as well.  Living in the times of Covid-19 is still better than living with my narc-ex.)