Today
What an afternoon I had today. I had my appointment with Dentist today that too quite sudden one as I was having pain in my left side temple. Thought it might be the root canal tooth. Called doctors later last night and I got my appointment for checkup today. I went there I was done at doctors at 1:45. Then I thought what is the fun if going to work early. I went home. Crazy things were going on there.. Anyways.. After having both kids fed .. I was ready to go to my work.. Tristan was walking all over and running around… he picked up his shirt from tummy and I saw red rashes … not one not two but lots… and There comes Panic attack on me…. Hundreds of things going in my mind.. What to do.. Who to contact.. What if this is .. This or what if.. What if… both the kids were really hyper and playing..
I tried to contact his dermatologist. At first I didn’t remember her number, then came to know she isn't in today. I was so desperate to get him checked I was thinking to call his doctor in Markham.. Call me crazy but that would have been my next phone call. And this receptionist said- call your family doctor.
The call ended - obviously I was not going to call her.. I called my kids pediatrician and Maria's voice was just like any angel's voice to me.. She said ok bring him in .. I was relieved. One front is covered.
Then comes my work- it was al most time when I am supposed to be at my office not at my home calling. Called my boss- no answer. Her cell no answer. Then I left message in her office extension. What if she is not there .. I called the guy who works in morning- told him I will be in but when I don’t know.
Then just wanted the things to be done. Kids were still hyper. At first all my stress was going come out on Rai.. Then I slowed down.. Told him Mommy is really stressed. Your brother is not fine. Have to take him to doctor. Then I have to go to work.
Everything is stressing me out you are growing up.. May I expect help from you. In the mean time was stressed. And sad. Then there was a magic drink for both of us to cheer up and energize. 7 up. Opened a bottle drink some and give the rest to Rai. He was all glad. Nothing could possible bother him anymore.
Reached at doctors. Maria wanted to see the rashes. Then we noticed they are gone lighter. I had put medicine during all the phone calls. One spot on leg I didn’t apply med. It was still dark at least doctor could have a look. He did. And he said It is an allergy. I told him nothing new has been added in his food or routine. He said but this is nothing but allergy rash, told me the med I applied do that again. And if he itches then the med I have I should give him.
Now all is over…. But I guess angels are not somewhere else they are all around us. For me Dr. Mantynen and his secretary Maria are angels.
I was stressed ….. So stressed I cant tell coz I didn’t wanted to tell Ajay all this before I know what is going on. Until I didn’t know that was the stress time. Glad it is over.
I tried to contact his dermatologist. At first I didn’t remember her number, then came to know she isn't in today. I was so desperate to get him checked I was thinking to call his doctor in Markham.. Call me crazy but that would have been my next phone call. And this receptionist said- call your family doctor.
The call ended - obviously I was not going to call her.. I called my kids pediatrician and Maria's voice was just like any angel's voice to me.. She said ok bring him in .. I was relieved. One front is covered.
Then comes my work- it was al most time when I am supposed to be at my office not at my home calling. Called my boss- no answer. Her cell no answer. Then I left message in her office extension. What if she is not there .. I called the guy who works in morning- told him I will be in but when I don’t know.
Then just wanted the things to be done. Kids were still hyper. At first all my stress was going come out on Rai.. Then I slowed down.. Told him Mommy is really stressed. Your brother is not fine. Have to take him to doctor. Then I have to go to work.
Everything is stressing me out you are growing up.. May I expect help from you. In the mean time was stressed. And sad. Then there was a magic drink for both of us to cheer up and energize. 7 up. Opened a bottle drink some and give the rest to Rai. He was all glad. Nothing could possible bother him anymore.
Reached at doctors. Maria wanted to see the rashes. Then we noticed they are gone lighter. I had put medicine during all the phone calls. One spot on leg I didn’t apply med. It was still dark at least doctor could have a look. He did. And he said It is an allergy. I told him nothing new has been added in his food or routine. He said but this is nothing but allergy rash, told me the med I applied do that again. And if he itches then the med I have I should give him.
Now all is over…. But I guess angels are not somewhere else they are all around us. For me Dr. Mantynen and his secretary Maria are angels.
I was stressed ….. So stressed I cant tell coz I didn’t wanted to tell Ajay all this before I know what is going on. Until I didn’t know that was the stress time. Glad it is over.