being mom

when I made that decision

Not to have any more kids

t'was the time to

Delete

Erase

Remove the Cheater

Abuser 

Manipulator

Cheapster

Out of my life

Not tie my tubes

I didn't want any kids with my ex

That was the only thing need to be changed

Take the loser out of equation

Not alter the equation

Not tie my tubes

another decision

Pushed on

another haunting moment from the past